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The Joseph Series: Part 1

 2 pieces of housekeeping to account for. 1- this is inspired by Joseph's story found in the book of Genesis.

2- I am going to write these as they come up for me. That does mean they will probably be out of order.



Tonight I was lamenting about being in the prison and being pissed. Now do I have great plans for the prison? Yes! Have I already caught the eye of the prison guard? For sure! But do I want to be here? No! 

And then there is that realization that my desire to "return home" is important to God, but His plan supersedes my current desires. And His plan will ultimately incorporate my desires beyond my imagination.


Sometimes our intended destination after our release from prison is ALL wrong. Joseph was planning to return home. God was going to use him in Egypt. Just last week I had a plan, a return home kind of plan. Meanwhile God has a plan that will "feed" countless individuals. 


If you're in a prison season, go ahead and scream, cry, get angry! Tell God what it is you really desire. Then become that superior prisoner in the meantime. Nothing is being wasted, not even your time. 

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